A Meditation on Burning

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I did it again.

I ruined another relationship.

I keep doing it, by virtue of unrealistic expectations. Or maybe just fear. My fear. I’m afraid of commitment, I guess.

Or, maybe, I’m just not a very good person. This is probably closer to the truth.

I’m erratic. I swing from stability to insecurity in a matter of milliseconds.